Sacrifices you make in your life

There are many things in life you think you should not have done but its done. Sometimes you cannot forgive someone or yourself for doing it or letting things happen just like that. Anger and frustation can eat you,, can drain your zest for life.. can make you moody.. But hey my mother always tell me not to be so sellfish or self centred..My manager always advise me to think for myself on do things for yourself first.. Two different perspective.. two different woman..I always look up on my mother.. No matter what unjust that was done to her by some people she will always try to help them when they are in need.. Now, retired my mum just been awarded Dato' by the Sultan of Pahang last August for her contribution in the education field. Sometimes hard word does pays off..I think she feel a little sad that now she does not have a busy schedule to run with. I think she sacrifice a lot for us doing our growing up years..3 girls with 3 PMS cycles to live with..She was very strict with us..but mellow a bit after my father passed away..

I also have a friend who is turning 30 but still seeking a lifetime partner..If you have friends- call me- 0166802898-Chinese only leh

Coming back to sacrifices, it all make sense when i look into Raidi's eyes or when i carry Zidani around. They still have that baby smell. I always jike with Raidi that he was as long as the long ruler and very tiny (premature at 7 months) but now he is not so tiny..

Bottom line is life will always be full of turmoil.. marriage, family, work, self identity whatever.. Perhaps one have to make peace with one self.. Forgive yourself first. or don't take things too seriously or you will end up insane or wanting to commit suicide.... So cheers ..maybe go for terawih prayers (or don't miss any at all) then go for a spa.. shopping.. manicure.. facial.. it works for me..!!

Fasting in Ramadhan

Hello friends,

Its been a long time since I have updated my blog.. Pavilion(spelling ok ka?) just opened this week.. Hope to go tomorrow.. By the way had the opportunity to survey Coast- London in Bangsar Village.. 5 thumbs up. I have never seen beautiful evening dresses at a reasonable price.. Long tube dress RM1089-silk with floral patch at the side.. marvellous!!!... I would buy one to wear at Noni's wedding (kalau jadi- dengan Robbie) Trucco- dresses- RM200+++. Silk skirt RM300+++. But intricate desgn. Mumbai Se - Heavy beading-- RM1k above.. One boutique- Khai- BCBG Max Azria - Embroidery bird feather motive on the side of the sleeve (long dress0 RM789.. still dreaming bout the dress.. At the point of time I am writing this entry.. I am feeling very tired-- baru market survey di Kenanga -wholesaler.. by the way Jusco opening soon in Bandar Sunway.. so mari beramai- ramai datang.. Siapa yang hutang nak belanja buka puasa tu..cepat-cepat contact I... muahsss..love you all