Sacrifices you make in your life

There are many things in life you think you should not have done but its done. Sometimes you cannot forgive someone or yourself for doing it or letting things happen just like that. Anger and frustation can eat you,, can drain your zest for life.. can make you moody.. But hey my mother always tell me not to be so sellfish or self centred..My manager always advise me to think for myself on do things for yourself first.. Two different perspective.. two different woman..I always look up on my mother.. No matter what unjust that was done to her by some people she will always try to help them when they are in need.. Now, retired my mum just been awarded Dato' by the Sultan of Pahang last August for her contribution in the education field. Sometimes hard word does pays off..I think she feel a little sad that now she does not have a busy schedule to run with. I think she sacrifice a lot for us doing our growing up years..3 girls with 3 PMS cycles to live with..She was very strict with us..but mellow a bit after my father passed away..

I also have a friend who is turning 30 but still seeking a lifetime partner..If you have friends- call me- 0166802898-Chinese only leh

Coming back to sacrifices, it all make sense when i look into Raidi's eyes or when i carry Zidani around. They still have that baby smell. I always jike with Raidi that he was as long as the long ruler and very tiny (premature at 7 months) but now he is not so tiny..

Bottom line is life will always be full of turmoil.. marriage, family, work, self identity whatever.. Perhaps one have to make peace with one self.. Forgive yourself first. or don't take things too seriously or you will end up insane or wanting to commit suicide.... So cheers ..maybe go for terawih prayers (or don't miss any at all) then go for a spa.. shopping.. manicure.. facial.. it works for me..!!