My 2011 pregnancy

I never thought I will get pregnant again. But here I am after a confirm positive on the pregnancy test kit which I did not not even thought of buying but apparently hubby did. After the confirmed results it took me 2 weeks to process the facts.

I was content with Raidi and Zidani both are 11 and 9 respectively. Raidi was into PS3 games and facebook while Zidani was into Ben 10 Alien and Mr. Bean but sometimes occasional Tom and Jerry stuff.

After a month I found myself browsing through the latest pregnancy clothes. And here how I rated them:-

1. Modern Mum (One Utama Old Wing)- Pricey and conservative

2. V- Mum (One Utama New wing)- Cute and modern- Reasonably priced

3. 9 months- (The Curve)- Modern and elegent- Reasonably priced

4. Pretty Pregnant(UK)- Modern and trendy- Very Pricey but good reviews and unique designs

I took lots of supplements this time. Probably the age factor to have more energy. I ate a lot too...

Come the ultrasound scan and Doc confirmed that it was a girl and suddenly my face lighten up. Its a princess...yeahhh yahoooo.. more female presence in the house... I get to buy pink baby clothes.. and Party Princess

Cause sometimes I juz don get it - The Star Wars and Transformers thing..Nor do I understand why the AT-AT (All Terrain Carrier) in standing in front of my corner cupboard.....Or the Milennium Falcon is on my cofee table. Perhaps I will never understand.

Work... was busier than ever.. I should have slowed down but I did not,,, I thought if I took all the correct supplements I can handle it...Forgotten that I had two premmies 10 years back.. I have over do things...Somehow I regretted doing so..

So what happen was last two Saturdays -14/5/2011, at 31 weeks of pregnancy I thought I was going for my scheduled check up eventhough I did not sleep the previous night.. I thought I had stomach ache .. Yes I was in pain... so when Doc scan me I was salready in labour...he told to us to go to the hospital 's labour ward immediately... After five minutes arriving at the ward and the put on the machines... Nurses was telling me there was a fetal distress condition- her heartbeat was not good.. They already called the doctor and I was scheduled for Caesarean operation in 8 minutes..

Now I panicked. I had no operations in years .. and this time they are going to use GA... I was afraid and started crying ... Nurses calmed me down ... She reminded me to think about the baby safety........ Mafiz told me he will see me later after the operations...but actually I was not convinced... Maybe I was just in a lot of pain..... Later in the operation theatre I was holding nurses hands and when Dr Raman came in I was holding his hands... He reassured me they were doing their best and that was nothing to worry about... I wanted to tell them don't let me sleep but they were puttng the gas mask onto me .. Everything just went into the darkness...not again....

Later, they were calling me.. Rozitaayu wake up... I was awake......but could not talk.. wanted to but words just don't come out.. Hey nurse what are you doing over there... send me back to my room.. still no voice... and the pain....Is the baby okay? I closed back my eyes...

When I was back at my room..family members were there... but Noni would not be here.. cause she still in London with Robbie.....Then I saw Mafiz and he told me baby was okay and the baby's weight was 1.33kg. Myra is okay.....Thank Allah for that

I saw bits and pieces of that day.. I just fell asleep in the middle of a conversation.

Later Dr Raman told me if I were to come later to the hospital we would have lost the baby as Myra was already detached from the placenta. So much of ER drama for the day...

Bila twitter boleh update setiap 5 minit

Di zaman teknologi yang serba canggih nie semua orang ada facebook dan twitter. Ada yang setiap 5 minit pun boleh update apa yang sedang dilakukan. Baguslah sebenarnya twitter nie segalanya real time... tapi janganlah kalau family member call pun malas nak layan.. atau kena ada sebab nak call babe... takkanlah macam tu sekali. memang terasa sungguh-sungguh.... Ingatlah tak semestinya orang yang bertwitter tu yang akan menolong kita sewaktu dalam kesusahan... Beringat-ingatlah.. ingatlah kat Tuhan jugak.. Jangan angkuh dan sombong.. Kita semua bukan hidup lama pun.. nak buat baik startlah dari rumah. penyakit yang menim pun ada hikmah... Mungkin kita dah lama tak mengadap Tuhan meminta ampun.. Bukan seminggu sekali sahaja di hari Jumaat.....

Decoration work for Hari Raya

Since Hari Raya is just aroud the corner, everyone is busy shopping for baju raya but some are just busy decorating the house with Ikea goodies and furnitures... Somehow, every week Mafiz has managed to decorate and rearrange the house. This habit started from the first day of Ramadhan month. It seems like we all are living in a new living room every week.. heheheh.. It started with 2 Ikea cabinets and storage boxes... alasan nak simpan kasut Ayu yang banyak..kuakuakua.. ke nak simpan toys yang makin banyak. After that, I complain that the house too masculine.. Guess what, next week , teak cabinet ... Alasan boleh letak decoration Ayu.. But I guess tak sempat nak decorate pun.. semua dah tersusun.. Today ada dua lampu modern living.. oits tak sempat aku nak decorate..langsir pun dah aders... Nevertheless, we should give credit for him since now I have more time for facials and spa.. Terlebih rajin Hopefully I get to buy my modern flower arrangement of my own liking so that I myself feel a teenie wee bit of feminine touch in the house.. just putting aside my storage of clothes...kuakuakua... SELAMAT HARI RAYA AND MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.. Kepada yang tak puasa tu tolong jangan pack kan restaurant dan fastfood outlet pukul 7.00 pm hingga 8pm okay. Bagi chance pada yang tak makan satu hari tu.... Jangan marah22

Are we serious in handling the disease spread or not?

Yes we talk again and again about the spread of Influenza Type A. the question is do we wait till the number of cases goes to 100? Twelve influenza cases all from travellers..students.. Another question.. Why not put a ban on unnecessary travelling.. IS IT REALLY important for students to come back for school break while there is a PANDEMIC going on??? Ya Allah.. Do we need a three digit figure for a ban? Do we wait until our country is as bad as Thailand and Philipines? Should be all flights from major affected countries already wearing masks- infected or not... Sanitizer should be use before entering the aircraft- call this paranoid but what is the meaning level 6 alert....? There should be a ban travelling to badly affected countries ..Only special approval from the Wisma Putra.. Trust me .. nobody is ever ready for a pandemic which has no cure...being precautious is better than being infected..Even in Aeon, we are not allowed to enter the office without sanitising our hands.. while those who are back from travelling if they are not well are wearing masks.. even our MD.. So is Malaysian authorities serious.. ? Not that serious.. If they were all passengers are already required to wear masks while travelling or some form of penalty will be imposed if refuse to so.. I am also told by my son there is no soap in the boys toilet in SKTTDI(1).. Betul ke PIBG? Should we risk another outbreak of HFMD in the school again? Of course, we never learn from our previous mistakes.... Tunggu baca kat suratkhabar atau TV baru tau sekolah ditutup sebab wabak...Buat malu je..

The talkative clerk- the smart one

Do you feel sometimes that the clerk in your office claim they have a zillion trillion things to do only complain how headache their brain was but if the job was taken over by another clerk it would have been finished years ago... while some clerks do not mind having no overtime but ever willing to go the extra mile.... This very busy clerk happens to be busy talking while the other can be so dedicated.. Some people work this way.. they have annouce what they do and how much work they have to do so they won't get extra work done... Pandai nye....isyh isyh.....................This is the new way of working smart in the office.. They should put this down in the leadership books that we have to read for upgrading purposes.. This year reading material for grade G and H is "360' leader"

My Bali trip

Last Wednesday, I and hubby went to Bali via Airasia AK900 10.50 flight. As this is Mafiz first time on board Airasia... he went rambling on the flight condition.. but for me it was okay as both of us only paying RM 520 return ticket from LCCT to Denpasar Ngurai Rai Airport... I was still curious about the hotelthat Mafiz booked as he mentioned earlier about Tegal Sari in Ubud being fully booked.. I told him to book a modest accomodation and maybe we can just shop a lot...well I guess modest was not what he had in mind. We arrived at Ngurah Ngai airport approximately 1.45 pm got into the airport taxi (RP195,000) to Ubud. Our hotel was located at the Monkey Forest Rd and the journey took 1 hour. Barong Spa and Resort is a very beatiful boutique hotel and guess what we have our own private pool...quaquaqua.....super cool.. Every single detail of the hotel is breathtaking .. From its curtains to bathroom slippers.. We were greeted by friendly and humble staff who are more than willing to help us to settle down. By 6 pm we had our dinner at the Lotus cafe. The cafe is surrounded by the Lotus plant and even the tables have drawings of the lotus plant... Later we took a walk along the road...By 9 pm we headed back to the hotel for a dip in our private pool and later a dip in the public pool .. Flowers and leaves were falling onto the ground .. I wanted to pick all of them but Mafiz said no need lahh.. Mystique places don';t simply take things that don't belong to you.....

The following morning we had a tour at Batu Bulan and Sukawati before headed for Kintamani to have our lunch overseeing the Mount Batur.....

MBA and Career path

After many months I did not blog and finally have the urge to do so.. Three weeks ago I just submited my project paper 1 after 2 and half years of delay. i am also in the process completing my project paper 2... After being out of focus for 2 years plus, i finally realise that knowledge can be very valuable.. you always need to upgrade yourself.. Multitasking to be competitive...Not that office work is not abundance but I force myself to save my weekend nights for project paper writing purposes...Prof Izani made me promise to finish by early May.

As mentioned earlier, office work is abundance... since the economic turmoil sales has slowed down especially in retail and therefore we have to strategise and analyse our results and do a forecast for the year and do counter measure.. back to basic.. Put what the customer wants most in the selling floor.. ie customer demand not personal preference......

With all that hapenning, I hope to complete my thesis latest by beginning May 09 and graduate by Nov. Next year I may look into doing my PHD..

I might to take a detour again into teaching as now I find myself coming back earliest 9 pm and Zidani already half asleep and Raidi dozing off in deep sleep..unless he was on the PC playing Dawn of War... At leat this time around Raidi wakes up in the morning to do his Maths and another subject ..Only in the afternoon he is allowed to go online or play PC games..I am starting to feel I am neglecting them...Need to rethink my priorities in life..What about those working mothers out there? I guess they also feel the dilemma....