Eid Mubarak and forgiveness

We all need to forgive and forget.. First day of Raya Muslims ask for forgiveness from each other..For me I am not a forgiving person.. but I will try to forgive this coming Raya.. Always listen to what your parents have to say.. Always ask for their blessings and forgiveness...then you will find happiness.. Then you will be content...peaceful...So easy meh? Then in this world many people will be happy..not that simple... We also have the other part of us call the nafsu.. we want to be not just happy , appreciated praised, loved, being endeared..so on.. Where do we stop? Then , that is where Ramadhan come in.. Gratefulness and humble...self righteous.. Put ourselves in the shoes of people who are at war and hunger.. No hus band to worry because died in war.. Or husband with one leg or hand...Children malnourished...Impoverished.........So be grateful and forgiving.. Sometimes we have to start by forgiving ourself for being where we are today....Wasatiyyah is the key word.. Afterall we will be buried alone.. we die alone.. what is worst then that.. not able to forgive...Hard.. hopefully the time will come.. Prayers may come answered..