On Valentine's Day

Dear friends,

On Valentine's day I had my dinner alone in a restaurant.. Suddenly I saw one couple was sitting down with their children... Wife on her last trimester of pregnancy.. Hubby and wife look so calm and content with their life.. i feel sudden feeling of envy..I just observes from afar...This is what it must be like when you have true happiness and you are honest in your marriage..

It made me realise what is missing in my life and I may sound ungrateful but I could not erase that moment in life..... that is the thing.. we always crave for the things we cannot have.. lost love.. the past is irreversable..
Things are meant to be wether you like it or not.. We cannot change people for what they are.. You and I are different... We have different secrets and untold stories... we have different fantasies and regrets.. we have different problems too.. At the age of 32 soon in June, this made me realise that life is short and you have to do it all before its too late.. It made me realise that I have to loose more weight... hahaha.. and save some money for a facelift soon.. yeah.. and that I still don't have my sense of direction....Most of the time I am lonely