Some Geminians and their life

This week has been an exhausting week for me mentally and emotionally. A lot of things has happened and a lot of truth has surfaced. God is greater than man. The truth can be fabricated but "kun faya kun" the truth prevail. On Tuesday my hubby did not go for his weekly badminton. He was with me eating steak and lamb chops in a quiet restaurant.. A lot of matters surfaced and for once I felt at ease. Then came another SMS on Thursday and Friday.. and all hell broke loose.. This entry is not to blame anybody but merely to remind the truth can sometimes save you no matter how bad it looks.. Anger came to me out of disappointment.. For Geminians who are emotional the truth is very important... Having said that I saw a friend's wrist covered with scars from her attempt to kill herself after falling in love with somebody husband.. The man wanted to keep her as a mistress and she was devastated. Thank god she is still alive.. I do not want to be her.. Nevertheless she is now happily married..We compared what we put as priority:

1. Love- we are sick puppy whereby most of the time blinded by love

2. Family

3. Work

Looking from the above list we are the least rational type of people on Earth.. and rational people can easily hurt us.. We see boundaries in a relationship as a partnership with 50:50 profit margin..Meaning what you do I am allowed to do..If I am not allowed to..please use your common sense and stop doing whatever you are doing..and don't go behind our backs to play hanky panky.. Tolerance has its limit.. But again Geminians always blinded by love.. What do we do? We pray.. I believe Allah has always protected me in needy times.. Though some of my prayers has not been answered.. Mary san once told me ONLY ME CAN HELP MYSELF..nobody can.. Pray some more.. sometimes cry some. more.. I think if there is an award for crying queen ..it should be me taking the award.. So it comes back to iman.. Patience is part of iman.. may not be ustazah but at least applying the fundamentals of it..May not be veiled but hopefully one day will amin.. People like us there are always stranger who will come giving a hand.. People who will look at us and said "Adik , selamat pagi" as if they really care.. Because god is fair..I may look brutal but the real fact is I break down easily..so tawakkal.. everything is lillahitaala.. nevertheless some more cry..kuakuakua.. Sometimes you also want to laugh at your own weaknesses.

The picture above is Linda on her engagement day..Linda is brutal both in vocal and at heart.. I have not seen her once cry because of her boyfriends.. and previously that was in plural form. Has the ability to speak Cantonese..Hot tempered and I wish Rizal all the best in handling her.. She is my baby sister whom I took care when she was a baby.. I skipped doing homework just to buai her to sleep.. heloo..that would take 1-2 hours.. Linda is a grown woman..She is always confident what is best for her.. we always worried about her gettine ajob.. so far she has changed job 5 times..for better offers.. A talented girl with big heart for animals..More pictures once I get from lynn