Happy day and sad day

My dearest friends,

Today my sister in law got engaged. I am very happy for her. She looked extremely radiant and pretty in her pastel pink kurung.. make up was nice too... I hope she found someone who is not just for the good looks but also with a heart. Sometimes it does not have to be someone who is so responsible and perfect in order but someone who knows the do's and don'ts ; who is sensitive towards your feeling.. who can read your mind.. Because marriage in the long run takes two to work. It is not about showing off you a great spouse for the sake of what people might say but is about purity.. It is also about respect and taking care about your the other half's feelings.. I hope Tasya's fiancee aka future husband won't continously duet with other women in a karaoke session eventhough the wife is present. Is not about about jelousy but respect. Imagine if your wife continously duet with another guy singing songs that both of you used to sing together..
In marriage Tasya you need a lot of patience and I hope you will learn from my mistakes and ignorance.. No diamond ring can make one happy.. I hope one day you will become a mum... I love you like my own sister and you were always there for me during my downturn.. You have a great mum who will always be there for you.. Mak, I am glad you are my mother in law.. I still remember mak was the person to arrive at 3.57 in the morning when I gave birth to Raidi.. Other mother in laws may not be so nice as my friend has a mother in law who accused her for conducting black magic to her son so that the son will listen to only what the wife said.....

Nevertheless, I like your diamong ring that you had on today.. You are stronger than me..more determine and I wish you all the best.. To Tasya's fiancee please do not breal her heart or I will break your leg.. Please try to please your wife now and then..

To Tasya never put high expectations to things..leave it moderate.. for me if you expect negative performance and then you get 0 it is always better than negative.. Something to rejoice and celebrate.. I am where I am today because of my choices.. No matter how wrong the choices were and even right now my patience is running dry I believe God cannot be so cruel. I still believe in God if not love.. But I will always pray for Tasya's happiness and others.. Sometimes when you are fed up I hear myself saying how can I desrve this I must be a bad person for god to punish me.. Mak once said if you redha then the rest is easy.. may that day come.. For me.. For Zidani and for the rest of you who feel like giving up..sometimes miracle do happen.. sometimes we have to wait and see..I hope soon..Bye for now