Tired of arguing

Sometimes we all feel tired of arguing.. certain days I am extra sensitive to what other said to me.. or react... my temper is like the tsunami.. it can be my weakness.. I don't like being controlled and if I am being controlled , I want to control too.. Life can be frustrating sometimes... There are times you wish your other half look plain ugly for the sake of ego and self assurance..Not that other men don't look at me youger ones also..Very good looking ones.. sometimes u just look behind to check if he got the wrong girl...just feeling temperate..Sometimes you cannot let go of the past.. you are just phobia.. you will pray to god.. please give me happiness .. doesn't matter with who..Patience is not my no 1 trait.. but I am grateful for the things I have...

Maybe I need a vacation on my own..