I know my wrongs..
I cannot undo the past.. i can only improve in the future.. I cannot undo my feelings.. I just cannot stop feeling.. For those who believe love will subside.. they are very wrong.. my father died when I was 15 and I still have nightmares about it. In trying to love someone I have lost myself .. Lost my dignity and my pride.. people want to move out of your life and you can only feel lonely. I thought I am tired of crying tears but tears kept coming..I can only take what I am able to take ... The rest is just fate.. I have a new fate and will suffer through this one.. But if god have mercy on me .. please take me to happiness.. I want peace and I am very tired.. Whatever it is I will swallow as it is my own doings..I will cry until I am too tired.. Other people may condemn me but I am too tired.. I will need a rest.
posted by Rozita ayu @ 11:19 AM
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Dont blame yourself..its all my fault..God knows how much guilt I have to carry..and I pray that God will give us strength to go through all this... Just remember that this is not the end of everything...
It is both of our fault. We forgotten god. God is our creator and will test the love. This is a reminder from Allah. In taking this journey both will endure the challenges and temptations but insyallah peace will come in near future. I will pay my dues and will die trying. But at least I will go in peace. Hope is always there for people who believe.
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