Alone and sad

Everybody is celebrating Valentine's Day... This include my students! Seeing them all dressed up and asking me where am I going that nite just makes me moody. No flowers but friends and students are there to wish me. Then there was the farewell party for the senior students. Guess what? I got one bouquet of roses and one bouquet of orchids. Tears were just running through my cheeks as I realised thatI will miss these students and if the only person you thought all this while loves you and he doesn't, then I am lucky enough if others appreciates me for just being me! I cannot help it if I am sensitive and talkative at the same time.. I never said I would change. But I did change.. At least I am cooking now.. I may have not married Mr. Right and I may not be in his teman seperjuangan list but at least I am honest and speaks my ind out loud. I just got my MBA (finance ) results.. Yahoo I got another 3As.. I am going to be thirty this year and I feel worse then ever. I have already done so many mistakes in life but I would not have thought I was blind.. happy valentine's day for those who celebrates and how I wish I was younger again. I have to go as I have not finished my Bank Mangement Assignment.